This week, I was determined to be thorough. I wanted to pay closer attention. I wanted to understand better. I wanted to be clearer. But most of all, I wanted to be engaged in everything I did.
I feel like, as I am double-timing school and job searching, I am often consumed with output-- Did I get everything done today? But lately, I have been realizing how satisfying it is to approach projects with intent to be thorough and extensive. I read a novel with pen in hand to mark moving passages. I watched a movie twice in a row for an analysis project. I wrote critical and detailed notes in my classes. I slowed down.
This doesn't mean that I did less. In fact, I've accomplished everything I've needed to, plus the groundwork for when I revisit the projects. Being engaged in my endeavors this week has felt like an investment. This week- with this specific set of opportunities- won't come around twice. This week was my opportunity to read a book about life's questions and survival, to watch a quirky crime film with gorgeous mise-en-scéne, and to learn from the professors I respect most. (Of course, I could do these things just as well next week, but if we don't embrace what the week has given us, what might we miss later?) I have invested in life this week by simply realizing these opportunities. I have gained understanding and perspective that I wouldn't have gained had I just scraped by.
So as this week wraps up, commit to being engaged. Don't skip the easy stuff (or the hard stuff) and don't take short cuts. Processes are essential in learning-- nothing worth while comes at the snap of a finger. And above all, make sure you ask yourself what you think. Be introspective, and have charity with a range of ideas. You'll find that having a clear perspective is a wonderful way to see more.
